Alone

"You're not alone"

There's nobody who is completely alone in this world.

But...

Have you ever felt so alone even when you're surrounded by people, you still feel completely all by yourself?

Have you ever felt that no one understands you and accompanies you through your journey?

Have you ever felt like wanting to rest your head on anyone's shoulder but no one's there?

Happiness.

Examexamexam

It is almost 11 pM, and tomorrow is the last day of a pre-mid semester test holiday.

To think about exams, both IGCSEs and school exams... I am still not fully prepared. I haven't studied comprehensively, I usually ended up only studying my favorite subject. I guess it would be much better if we could choose our own specialty subjects since the beginning of senior high school. Great thing that now I'm starting to have passion for another subjects which I'm such a weakling at.

Next month will be my speaking test. Actually, I can speak good enough. But to think that I will get score from it or it will be judged by people...... I have tendency to get so nervous and go all blank. I certainly hope that it will not happen. If it does.......just no.

Exams are waiting for me. But I can't seem to blend in to the atmosphere of examinations yet. I still procrastinate, pootle around, and use my spare times for leisure satisfaction.

I believe I can greatly manage it. Bismillah!

Faculty of Medicine, here I come!!!

Post Orang Sok Sibuk.

Phew. Finally, I can crawl out of my comfortable zone. (Re: Tumblr)

Tumblr is just the prefect site for a blogger who wants to constantly update her blog but having no time to make a long post. All I do in Tumblr is just reblogging stuffs, and still I got a blog with over 650 posts.

Well, I'm not gonna promote or persuade you to use Tumblr instead of Blogspot, but it clearly shows that I don't have much time on updating my blog, or I'm just too lazy to update. I think the 2nd is the real answer.

IGCSE is coming right away, less than 2 months from now.

High school definitely makes me realise how precious time is.

1 minutes of daydreaming is 60 seconds of REAL action you will never get back.

*Sigh*

Hello again!

Hello, bloggers. Whoa, it's been ages since the last time I wrote here, right?

Maybe, you can blame it on High School or Tumblr. Highschool has seriously taken much of my spare time and I can't do much on writing again. I don't know what brings me back to Blogging again, perhaps it comes from influences from Tuesdays with Morrie. After reading that book, I thought I should write once again. So I decided to take some brief time to update my blogspot.

Oh yeah, I haven't written anything about High School. It is pretty overwhelming me, without a doubt. But I'll just adapt fine soon. Sooner or later. I just don't know.

I'm totally missing my junior high school mates now. Nothing's gonna replace them. I won't let anything replace them.

(These photos are taken during the Extracurricular Demo & Class Meeting. We were having great and unforgettable times. We were laughing, smiling, sitting on the ground (Okay, I know this is irrelevant), and yeah, we're having FUN.)

Thank you for being part of my youth, Crexation. Thank you for being a significant part of my life. I swear I really love you all. Thank you for all the memories, experiences, and lessons you taught me. Thank you, SMPN 115 Jakarta. You're one of the best place ever, you will always be my home. I love you.