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Friday, October 9, 2009

Angket Kelas IX-4

Hello, Bloggers! How are you? I hope you fine, just like me ;)

Postingan gue kali ini cuma mau share aja soal Angket Kelas IX-4 Smpn 115 yang diadakan tadi siang! Hasil angket sudah dihitung tanpa adanya kecurangan :) Maaf sudah membuat menunggu, ini dia hasil Angket Kelas IX-4!

1. Terganteng: 
  • Adam (23 Suara)
  • Ifan (6 Suara)
  • Ben (5 Suara)
2. Tercantik:
  • Adinda (15 suara)
  • Monic (7 suara)
  • Marsya (5 suara)
3. Termanis:
  • Helmi (7 suara), Marsya (12 suara)
  • Arif (6 suara), Adinda (6 suara)
  • Adam (5 suara), Magna (3 suara)
4. Terimut:
  • Dhito (11 suara), Marsya (19 suara)
  • Helmi (7 suara), Adinda (7 suara)
  • Ifan (6 suara), Lalita (2 suara)
5. Terbaik:
  • Adam (9 suara), Adinda & Bebi (6 suara)
  • Fadel, Karimah, Putri Dwi Lestari (5 Suara)
  • Beta, Dhito, Arif (4 suara), Monic (3 suara)
6. Terkeren:
  • Adam (13 suara), Monic (11 suara)
  • Ben (7 suara), Adinda (8 suara)
  • Ifan (6 suara), Marsya (5 suara)
7. Terusuh:
  • Ben (25 suara), Karimah (16 suara)
  • Bobby (5 suara), Marsya (9 suara)
  • Harsya (3 suara), Nanda (3 suara)
8. Termodis:
  • Adam (11 suara), Adinda (13 suara)
  • Ben, Arif (7 suara), Monic (11 suara)
  • Ifan (5 suara), Marsya (6 suara)
9. Tereksis:
  • Adam (15 suara), Adinda (19 suara)
  • Ben (9 suara), Marsya (12 suara)
  • Ifan (4 suara), Monic (3 suara)
10. Terkreatif:
  • Adam (9 suara), Marsya (14 suara)
  • Billy (8 suara), Putri Dwi Lestari (6 suara)
  • Harsya (6 suara), Nanda (2 suara)
11. Tertawa:
  • Billy (11 suara), Adinda (17 suara)
  • Harsya, Helmi (9 suara), Marsya (7 suara)
  • Ben (5 suara), Karimah (4 suara)
12. Tersupel (Teramah):
  • Harsya (9 suara), Marsya (10 suara)
  • Adam (8 suara), Adinda (7 suara)
  • Ifan (4 suara), Monic (5 suara)
13. Terpinter:
  • Yusuf (22 suara), Putri Dwi Lestari ( 20 suara)
  • Reza (9 suara), Karimah (11 suara)
  • Harsya (3 suara), Adinda (5 suara)
14. Terseksi:
  • Bobby (17 suara), Adinda (15 suara)
  • Ben (5 suara), Monic (9 suara)
  • Helmi (4 suara), Marsya (4 suara)
15. Teraniaya:
  • Bobby (25 suara), Nanda (17 suara)
  • Beta (7 suara), Karimah (8 suara)
  • Theda (5 suara)
16. Terlemot:
  • Bobby (17 suara), Marsya (15 suara)
  • Beta (11 suara), Nanda (6 suara)
17. Tersangar:
  • Ben (15 suara), Destria (14 suara)
  • Bobby (6 suara), Marsya (6 suara) //wtf?!?!
  • Billy (3 suara), Bebi (4 suara)
18. Terlucu:
  • Helmi (10 suara), Nanda (11 suara)
  • Billy (8 suara), Marsya (10 suara)
  • Beta (6 suara), Monic (6 suara)
19. Tergaring:
  • Fadel (11 suara), Karimah (8 suara)
  • Bobby (7 suara), Nanda (7 suara)
  • Billy (5 suara), Wiwit (5 suara)
20. Terfavorit:
  • Bobby (16 suara), Adinda (10 suara)
  • Adam (7 suara), Nanda (8 suara)
21. Best Couple
  • Bobby - Wiwit (8 suara)
  • Bobby - Nanda (6 suara)
  • Adam - Monic, Arif - Marsya, Bobby - Bebi (3 suara) //Bobby sungguh playboy!
Itu dia semua pemenang dan Nominasi Angket Kelas IX-4!!! See you later bloggers! xoxo

Friday, September 18, 2009

Single Love Life

Hello Bloggers.

Hari ini tanggal 19 September dan itu artinya.....Besok Lebaran! Hip Hip Hooray!

Berarti sebentar lagi gue bakal menikmati santapan sahur terakhir buat tahun ini ;) Ramadhan kali ini lumayan berkesan bagi gue and I'll miss it. Time goes by so quickly...

I'm going to go to Bali next week! See you later, Bloggers! :p

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Ngomong-ngomong soal tanggal 19, biasanya beberapa bulan terakhir ini, gue selalu sibuk setiap tanggal 19. Entah nyiapin kata-kata yang bagus buat anniversary, nyiapin kado, intinya, I was preparing something special for someone I love. Dulu gue selalu seneng setiap tanggal 19. Tapi gue tegaskan sekali lagi, itu dulu.

But now, 19 for me is just ordinary number. September 19th is just an ordinary date. Nothing special about 19, I don't have something to do, I don't feel any happy or sad, and it feels really WEIRD. 

Lo bayangin aja, lo selama ini punya rutinitas yang udah lo jalanin selama setengah tahun dan tiba-tiba kestop. Rasanya aneh. Aneh banget.

I spent my whole time to think about someone for few months, and now there's no one in my mind. There's no one I think about right now. 
I had loved someone for few months and now I don't love anyone. It feels awkward.

Gue enggak ngerasa sedih, atau seneng, atau gimana gimana, tapi rasanya aneh aja. 

Tapi bener, gue sekarang lagi nggak suka atau sayang siapa-siapa. I don't have anyone to think about or to love. Aneh aja ngeliat orang yang lagi mikirin cowoknya, gebetannya.......ya mungkin karena gue emang bener-bener ga mikirin siapa-siapa. Yaaa mau mikirin siapa lagipula? Pacar gapunya :p Tapi meskipun gue ngerasa 'aneh' gara gara nggak suka, sayang, atau mikirin siapapun....Gue juga males nyari gebetan.

So this is how it feels to not love anyone. It feels that a weight is lifted...yet so empty because there's no one to think about :p

When I said I love you or I miss you or You are my everything blalala actually I don't know who is "you" because I don't love anyone c:

But It still feels weird. But I know I'll get used into this. I'll just keep waiting :p

(sebenernya ada sih yang gue suka. Iseng-iseng doang sih :p Doain gue aja ya :p)

Oh ya Bloggers. Akhir-akhir ini gue suka sedih. Nangis malah. Gue enggak nangisin siapapun. Gue nangisin diri gue sendiri.

Kadang-kadang gue suka kasian sama diri gue sendiri. Gue bukan orang cengeng, but when it comes to love...I'm weak. Really.

It's true that I don't love anyone. Gue cuma kasian sama gue yang dulu. Gue nangisin semua penyesalan dari apa yang gue perbuat dulu. Emang sekarang udah nggak ada masalah apa-apa lagi, tapi gue kasian aja sama diri sendiri. Ada beberapa penyesalan yang sampe sekarang masih agak sedih ngebanyanginnya. Coba aja dulu gue begini...pasti gabakal kayak gini. Dan begitu gue nyadar kalo semua itu udah terjadi, udah terlewat lama, atau udah terlupakan...gue nangis. Rasanya nggak percaya kalo semua kejadian itu udah gue lewatin. Seneng sih, cuman rasanya sedih kalo keinget soal perasaan gue pas gue berusaha ngelewatin semua itu.

Gue kasian banget sama gue yang dulu. Gue yang dulu setiap saat selalu ngomong, " doain gue langgeng selamanya ya!" atau " I'll always love you, forever" dan kenyataannya, nothing lasts forever and it makes me a big liar. Gombal. Gombal banget. Kenyataannya, gue sekarang gasayang siapa-siapa. Berarti sekarang gue pembohong kan? Semua kata-kata itu udah terlanjur terucap dan nggak bisa di undo. I wish I could undo that.

Tapi justru karena "kasian sama diri sendiri" itu bikin gue jadi instropeksi diri. Supaya nantinya nggak bakal ada penyesalan. I've forgiven myself. They said, " Blame yourself once, and then move on." Yap! That's what I do now, and I think I did it! :)

I'm trying to be a better person for someone better for me :p

Pray for me so I could find someone to love who loves me too!
Cheers, 

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Persiapan Liburan

Hello Bloggers!

Today was fun but really tiring. Hari ini gue belanja CD/DVD/MP3 buat persiapan liburan. Rencananya gue bakal movie marathon. Abis itu game marathon. Abis itu music marathon. Kesannya gue bakal lomba lari, padahal semua kegiatan itu justru males-malesan.

Gue nggak pernah sepuas ini beli CD/DVD/MP3. Gue beli banyak banget! Lebih dari 20 CD dan gue udah menghabiskan Rp 150.000. Semoga aja semuanya ketonton.

Dan yang lebih begonya lagi, semua CD itu ketinggalan dirumah Anya. Kalo CD-CD itu udah gue ambil, gue bakal share photos deh. Hihihi. Gak sabar deh mau movie marathon! Kenyang nonton.

Ini list CD-CD yang gue beli (yang gue inget):


1. Bring It On 5
2. UP 
3. Death Note 1-37 Completed Episodes (6 Disc)
4. He's just not that into you
5.  Jason Mraz
6. Westlife
7. RAN
8. Maliq & D'essentials
9. Secondhand Serenade
10. Coldplay
11. Wii Sport 
12. Wii Sport Resort
13. We Cheers
14. All Stars (game cheerleader buat wii)
15. Big Brain Academy
(+) Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince
(+) Knowing
(+) Night At The Museum 1
(+) 2012

Masih kurang nih. Gue pengen beli lagi. Gue masih belom nemu One Piece Unlimited Adventure, Bully Scholarship Edition, Final Destination 1, 2, 3.




Oh iya, nanti sekalian mau beli film-film Disney ah. Mau beli Lion King, Aladdin, Enchanted, Beauty & The Beast, Cinderella, Snow White juga ah. Film-film lama nyari dimana ya? OH IYA! THREE MUSKETERS BELOM PERNAH KESAMPEAN NONTON. HUHUHU.






Kesimpulannya: Liburan ini gue bakal kenyang nonton.

I'll catch up with you later, bloggers! 

Saturday, September 12, 2009

A Letter For You

They said, if you want to get what you've been wanting, you should have the courage to say what you want. Some people are afraid to say what they want, that's why they don't get what they want.

I don't want to dream anymore. I want it for real. I can't get enough of it.

I know I want something. I want something to fill the emptiness. Loneliness.

But I don't even know what I want. Maybe I want hope. Real hope. I want reason. I want my own reason to keep waiting. Struggling. I want happiness. I want to feel warm.

I need something to fill this emptiness...
I'll just keep waiting.

I would never forget the day you asked me to be your girlfriend.
I would never forget the great times I've had.
I would never forget when we went our separate ways.

It's over when It's over. Whatever happens in life, life must goes on and I have to move on.

I was so naive. I thought this love would never end. I should have known...Nothing lasts forever.

We've both tired, rite? You were tired of me. I was tired of you. 

If I could only talk to you, it wouldn't end like this. If I could only say what I need to say...

I know you felt really wrong. You said, " Someday you will find another man better than me :)" I was dying when you told me that. I realized that I don't want another. All I wanted is you. I couldn't ever imagine this. But, I had to do this. Without you by my side. 

You're annoying. You're weird. You're freak. You're jerk. You didn't treat me well. You never wanted to apologize. You never wanted to show me that you love me. You always repeated your mistakes. You're terrible. You gave me the pain I didn't ask for. You were making fun of me. You're not gonna change, and now you felt sorry for me. You apologized to me. You said you love me. You thanked me for everything I'd done to you. Now you regret it.

I know you're the baddest thing I've ever seen. You're no good for me. But I just can't seem to shake it...

I know it. You're bad. But actually I.....

I loved you unconditionally. I really missed you and those times we've spent together.
I loved being with you. I had already forgiven you when you apologized to me. I'll always forgive you. I still care about you and your life. It's gotta be strong to touch my heart through its shell. But you did it, you broke those shells, you touched my heart and stole it.

But I don't want to turn back the time. I have no regret. I know this is the best for us :) 

I'm happy for you. All I want is you happiness. I still love you and so what? Is it wrong if I still love you? We still remain good friends. Is it wrong if I love my friend?

What's so good about being in a relationship?
Even we broke up already, we still can chat, talk about 'us', call you in the phone, laugh together, play together, make fun of each other, and do something fun. 

You have been the one for me, and until now you're still the one. You gave me the courage to say what I need to say to you. Thank you :)

I'll just keep waiting for another love. But I won't forget all of this of course.I just want to fix my self. I learned so much from you. I'm trying to be a better, happier person. Someday, I'm going to be a much better girl than today. Just wait for me :)

Maybe someday in the future, we could talk about 'us' again. Take care of yourself :)

To someone I'll miss.